Jesus said… “I am the Resurrection and the Life. Whoever believes into me, though he die, yet he will come to life, and everyone who believes into me will never die forever. Do you believe this?”
Life is different when the gift of “resurrection and life” is the final truth about you.
Martha and Mary’s faith was miniscule and mixed - but it was in Jesus - so Lazarus rose!
(The “object” of my faith matters more than my emotional and/or intellectual strength, purity and consistency.)